Disappointed post...

Hi... Long time didn't update... sorry... Busy prepared for my final exam... Enjoyed my holidays... and started new SHORT semester... haha...

Sad to say... I not really like this new semester... I can't even sleep well last night... Yupz... There is a reason... But I really dun 1 to touch it here... Feel disappointed to YOU... (if you know who you are...) Seriously, I felt you are "horrible"... I dunno what is the meaning of best friend for you... plus this is not the first time you made it to me... is N times you know... I really felt you care to me at that moment, that is why I would spelt out my feeling with you... If your "care" would cause somebody else get hurt... PLEASE save it!! It doesn't consider cares... Feel disappointed to MYSELF (I can't even remember I made it... find no reason to forgive myself)...

Dunno what to say... I felt so sorry to both of you and I think you know who are you... SORRY... I dun even know it will become like that... (I have somethings for you 2 in my new blog...)

Chaoz...

YY

Empty

Hahaha... This only to cover up my "MOOD" 2day... I felt so empty the whole day... LOL... I am thinking for the reasons... y 2day I am so different... totally like a stranger... =.=... Bcoz of "someone"? Bcoz of studies? Bcoz of what? I don't even know... People said describe it as EMO... But, I think I am not an EMO gal rite? LOL... I don't even what I think now... I suppose should be very busy to prepare for my final exam... but I am not... recently... I totally lost my way to study... seriously... I keep telling myself that I cannot play play anymore... I need to care of it more... But what i said and what i think are totally different... LOLZ... only this word... "try my best" LOL... **sorry, 3 words jor*** LOL...

nothing I can think for now... LOL... so... STOP THINKING... WORK HARD WORK HARD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

duno when i nee can stop hurting myself...

hope laugh can cover all the things... both we like and dislike... Hope all people will be happy... LOL.... HEHEHEHEHE

chaoz

YY

Calm-ING down~~~~

hahahahahahha... Erm... 2day is just a day... LOL LOL LOL... I disallow me to down anymore... I need to calm down... Calm down... start accept the fact... Yupz... It changes alot to us... As a best friend, as a classmate, as a roommate, as a housemate... LOL... May be I will felling WEIRD in first few weeks... But I know I will... I will go through... That is my life... That is just a challenge, a practice to me... THANKS YOU GOD!!! Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu... LOLLLLLLLLL.....

Erm... something that I need to say to AK... Sorry... if I doing anything hurt you... Sorry... I just care about you... If you feel sad... SORRY... I AM SO SORRY... I know a word sorry will not cover everything... I know we all are mad recently... You are always my best frd... no matter where you are, who you are... AK IS STILL AK!!! nothing will change to it... everything remain the same... AS OUR FRIENDSHIP... LAST FOREVER...

Hope that you will be better in ur life... SMILE OHH...

You all are my rainbow... THAT WHAT I CHERISH FOREVER...

You all mean alot to me...

WE ARE ALWAYS 2GETHER...

**chao

YY

speechless

I think... I think... What happen 2day is just let me realised thing does not go on the way you want... If according to business, it is called UNCERTAINTY... FULL OF UNCERTAINTY... LOL...

I dunno how to describe it, the matter related to previous post. Only thing I can say, it just a disappointed day... hahaha...

Chao**

YY

to ak...

今天的我很不开心... 原因呢？她要走了。她就要离开我们了，离开81号， 离开tutorial2, 离开了... 真的就这样离开了吗？我很难以相信... 总告诉自己， 这不是真的... 不会的... 哪知道... 坚决的她... 就一意孤行的决定离开我们了... 她就想带着她那所谓“无形的翅膀”向着她那所谓的“天空”去... 今天的我， 不敢朝她的眼睛看去... 我很怕... 怕我再也阻止我不到我的眼泪狂飙... 还剩下三个小时多... 三个小时以后的我们... 会怎样？我不敢去想...

读书和做工， 哪一个是最好的选择？我想... 这没有一份百分百的答案... 如果我问那些打工的人...他们会选择读书... 因为他们体会到打工仔的苦衷... 如果我问那些读书的人，他们会说他们会选择做工... 这是他们唯一的解脱吗？他们没有想到外面“如狼似虎”的世界... 自己真的适合吗？自己的反应过来吗？自己准备好了吗？如果如果如果... 这都是如果... 但能确定的一件事... 你读好书了... 你就不会后悔了... 永远都不会后悔...

打工一族... 如果你们已经完成了你们的 “读书的使命” 的话... 我深信你会无悔的告诉我... 你做到了... 虽然可能你对你工作上的事情而觉得不满意... 但你都会是开心的... 你会告诉自己...“我已把我所能做的都做完了... 我己无怨无悔...”

打工一族... 如果你完成不了你的“使命”... 现在的你... 是不是在向往从前... 向往从前读书的快乐... 羡慕你的旧同学... 为什么别人的做到,别人能毕业? 就因为当时的你少了那一点点的坚持吗？你已后悔你当时的那一种冲动... 你会悔恨你当时的那一股冲劲... 我相信如果时间可以从来... 你会毫不犹豫地... 把你那当时的那一种冲动，那一股冲劲，哪一个决定给磨灭！！！

学生啊学生~~~ 现在的压力... 比起做工... 它是那么的渺渺渺渺渺渺渺渺小！！！现在的你... 可能觉得没有什么比读书更来得痛苦了... 我想告诉你... 其实没有什么会比读书来得更幸福... 别被你现在所感到的压力而换成你终身的遗憾... 别告诉你的儿女“记得好好读书不要向爸爸妈妈一样”... 而你要告诉你的儿女“你要好好读书，要比爸爸妈妈做得更好”。 你知道吗？现在的你克服不了的读书的压力... 更何况是将来呢？你将来来所要面对的... 是几千几百种压力... 如果想比起你读书的压力... 你现在的压力简直就是小儿科！！！

我好希望好希望，你会好好的好好的... 认认真真地深思一下... 深思一下我们想的...我们做的...我的战友~~~ 我好想好想我们可以一起打完那一场战... 完成我们当初的梦想... 我会等你的...

让我们一同走下去...

我们能的！！！ 你能的！！

out of difficulty make MIRACLE!!

今天的我看到我们都流泪了...

Give you one song...

坚持

头前的路不知多长多呢苦

看不着走着一步算一步
雨水那落已经沾湿阮衫裤
这阵风只是乎阮的心更加坚强
成功的背后抹哉有多少苦楚
阮选择的路一定坚持到成功
坚定的心伴阮向前走
请你会记着阮的名
有人出世着好命
阮是用生命底打拚
抹惊失败慢慢向前走
运命不是天注定
只是用心来打拚
一定唱出阮的名

Happy Birthday to Har...

Hahahahhahaa... As usual... I will start with HAHAHAHAHAHAHA in my post... LOL... ERM... 2day mean very special to me... ENG HAR birthday!!! LOL... We are so happy... so HIGH... LOL

Yum Yum~~~~

I love u all... kekekeke...

Joanna~~~~~~

Hmm... Joanna too~~~ LOL!!

Har!!! Wishes come true ya!!

What Beng want to kiss? LOL

Finally I get to eat.... CAKE d!!! LOL...

We again... Love u all~~

Me and my lovely hoon hoon... keke...

Seriously... I love all of you... MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

How about you to me?

Chao**

YY

Please remind YY

PLEASE!!!! Please remind YY EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTES, EVERY SECOND... YY!!! You must always SMILE!!! Hahahahhahaha... She needs ur helps!!! LOL!!!

Final exams are just around the corner... I still got 4 weeks left... Many things... Many things... NOT YET DONE!!!! LOL... (YY is smiling... hahahahahaha) This semester, I not really put so much effort on... I dunno y? hahahahaha... I am thinking... I will not appear in President List this semester... But do really pray me on Dean's List... PRAY FOR ME... After back Kampar... I really need to calm down my mind!!! CALM DOWN!!! Is time to focus on exams!!! YY WAKE UP!!! Anyone!!! Please come and SLAP ME!!! ***** BLA BLA*******


我的心情怎么了？我还在逗留吗?
原来我...


chao***
YY