Saturday, February 27, 2010

All or Nothing

Kinda busy these days... Preparing for mid-termSSSS and assignments. Limited of time need to do unlimited things... Lolz... Okay... Enough for that.(Don't want to touch so much on sad things. hahaha... ) Recently, I quite like songs of Jay Sean. Quite nice... LOLZ... Here is one I most loved - All or nothing which include in his latest album..1

All or Nothing
[Verse 1:]
There wasn't anything I didn't love about u,
You'd do some stupid things and I'd laugh at those too,
And we went together like the summer in June
But who'd have known that it'd rain so soon

Thought I'd be the only one that'd make u smile,
Thought I'd be the only one that'd really know how
But u showed me different and I know better now,
I gotta get u out my system somehow

[Chorus:]
I replay it over and over again
U were my girl, now we 'ain't even friends,
U could've been my all or nothing, all or nothing,
Now to me your nothing, girl u r nothing, now your nothing

[Verse 2:]
Put u on a pedestal, girl I held u so high
Was never too good at finding the words to describe,
Just how I felt for u but u know that I tried,
But somehow we went and changed inside

U damn near were my everything your still on my mind,
But I'd rather be here all alone and I'm doin just fine
Gotta take it back to the days before we met
And live our lives as strangers again

[Chorus x2]

December days, my summer turned to winter
When u went away - I can't help but wonder
Was he worth my pain - U shud know better - and I shouldve too
And I cried, and u cried and we tried to make it work,
Almost died while we tried, is that what our love was worth,
If I cud do it again, I would be a better man,
Now I'm living with just memories

[Chorus x2]

Really nice ohh this songs~~~ Down also not bad I feel...


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

A Little Separation

For people who know me, you all know that there are 3 little "Shi Tze" borne last year, December 09. Start from that moment I did tell myself I cannot put that "much" on them because I already know that they will be selling out in one day. That's is what agreement I made to my daddy.

Last day, mommy told me that they decided sell them out to pet shop on 10 February 2010, which is tomorrow. I am quite "moody" these few days. I am just not that strong as I expected. I keep telling and telling myself, sell them out is the better choice for them (you know why if you really know me). Come to today, I seriously feeling down. I know I am worrying about them. I am worrying whether their new family will treat them well or not? I know, I know, this is what out of my control. Just that I cannot stop thinking about them. Maybe, you might think I a bit silly. "Just dogs what, just a little separation in life and there have much to come". Ya, I totally understood. But you all will know if you have your own pets.

Hope them find a GOOD family who loves them much.

YY

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Promises made to myself

Okay... I already forgot who actually keep reminds me last time that our study will get harder and harder as we grow up as more professional we are. These few days, it always hacks into my mind no matter what I am doing. When I study, it crosses my mind again and again. I can't even ignore it by by just watching drama (this is my hobby you know). Maybe, I just realized what it means when I stepped into Year 2 Semester 3 (a bit late is it?). Last semester result not as good as I expected, it is so "surprise". (hahaha... get what I mean?) Okay... I know what was passed is pass. LOOK FORWARD!!! YA!! I DO!!!

I don't want to pressure myself, but I just let myself too RELAX.(Exactly what I do now...hahaha) Same way, I don't want to tell myself "TRY MY BEST" because I know when I telling myself this way, I will definitely LIMIT my best. “No pay No GAIN”, do you think it is TRUE? Ya. I think so. In my life, no such things as LUCKs, if I no pay I gain nothing!! Is real you know, that really happens.(in a lot of peoples' life included me of course)

Now, I am lose, TOTALLY. I don't know how to push myself on, ask myself looking forward
with NO STRESS. Hahahaha... I heard someone said that (but I forget who he is), he told me this kind of formulate:
STRESS + HARD WORK = SUCCESS
if no stress, the SUCCESS out you go!!!
if no HARD work, the SUCCESS out you go TOO !!!

Stress PLUS HARD work are come with a package. It is actually depend on YOU!!! Deals or no deal?!?! So, can I conclude that I need to work HARD in order to get my SUCCESS? Of course, stresses are come with a package. Yes. I deal!!! Things I can do are, WORK HARD WORK HARD HARD WORK!!!! LOLZ!

Now, I am already in Week 4 but what I done in last 3 weeks are sleeping and drama-ING. A little bit regret about that. Hahaha... Ya, I know... it is too late to regret. I don't want wasting my time to regret somethings that I cannot change. I need to appreciate every second in the future. (Even every seconds count)

So now in week 4, I need to promise myself AGAIN!!! I will work hard on my study. Yes!! I do!!!
Okay. It also means that I will not update my blog so frequent maybe I will update at a RIGHT TIME!! LOLZ...

Before that, I do wish everyone GONG XI FA CHAI!!! Hope you will get a big big ang pao in the CNY. Don't forget... YOUR SMILING FACE... with you all the time!! HEE^^

*** I need to especially thanks to my new group-mates... hahahaha... Really thanks!!! I appreciate it!!!
*** My fried just complaint that the pictures on the previous post... a bit "gerli" right? hahahahaa.... Sorry about that as well... HEE...


Chao**
YY good nite and have a sweet dream. 2ml will be a wonderful day again. LOLZ

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Blood Donation


19 January 2010... A "SUPER" happy day 4 me... hahaha... You know why? I joined blood donation campaign in my university... hahaha... Ya.. This is the first time I donate blood... hahaha..
Actually, I wish to donate blood since I were form 5... but due to other reason, it has been postponed until that Tuesday... I am so happy about it... LOLZ...


Hee... happy face~~



Blood... wakakakaka


Sorry... I am quite busy recently... Whatever... Happy~~~

YY