19.12.09

考试完的一个晚上

却失眠了 ^^

感觉怪怪的~~

心情完全不在我的掌控中

想问问自己...

是否因考完了试...

压抑的心情就得以解放...

太放肆了~~T_T

今天的考试不是很顺利...

对月云很失望...

很伤心一下下~~~

还是告诉自己算了吧...

那已是我挽救不到的事实

长大了，就该懂得接受

只希望不要考得太差

不想让理想离自己太远

不想让关心我的人失望...

看来，

下学期... 就得努力多一点咯...

把“懒” 根抽起来吧^^

晚上...

我们去东海吃了一顿好的...

安慰安慰一下自己...

好开心好享受~~~

喜欢那纯纯的友谊... (好像这学期都不是很高兴... 终于我做回我自己了^^)

谢谢面包，ming, peichen, huey, 面包老板~~~ 哈哈哈哈

(P/S: 小妹跑回马六甲了，少了她 T_T)

不过...

我们很快就会杀到马六甲了~~~wakakakaka

期待期待~~

小云

random

“努力”读书的同时...

想起了一首歌...

听了... 竟有点点的感慨... 哈哈哈~~

张智霖的“祝君好”

你不断呼叫我
划破宁静我的心下堕在难过
讲不出爱没结果
口和唇紧紧闭锁
看 也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生日月
憾无缺
只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
说 太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我天空海阔
流翔去只要你白似冰雪
宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉
宁愿没拥抱
共你能够终老
任由你来去自如
在我心底
仍爱慕如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好多么想亲口细诉

时间呀时间...

拜托拜托~~~

麻烦您“老人家”可以走快点吗？

我的战友们~~

加油加油~~~

星期六就要来临了...

倒数倒数....

Dragon Ball

Dragon ball... Dragon ball...

I bet all of you watch Dragon ball before...

If you are not... GO AND WATCH IT... haha...

This is what I addicted during my childhood... Hahahaa...

But not only childhood I think... hee^^

Even now... I still watching it... muahahahhaa...

Can you imagine... That is so nice...

Worth to watch it...

GO GO GO...

Dunno y...

While other people talking about Ultraman as theirs' childhood hero...

But... what in my mind is only Dragon Ball's heroes...

HAHAHAHAH...

They are my heroes... FOREVER~~ wakaka...

Dragon Ball~~ ROAR!!!

There are also some other animes or cosmic that I like:-(muahahahahha)

1. Shin Chan ( don't 4get it)

2. Hunter X Hunter ( you'll like it as well) hee

3. RANMA 1/2 - 乱马1/2

4. DETECTIVE CONAN (hehehe... )

5. InuYasha - 犬夜叉

6. Hikaru no Go - 棋灵王

7. 雷神 (4get what it's english name d... hahaha...)

8. One Pieces - 海盗王

9. Pokemon

10. YU-GI-OH! GX - 游戏王

11. SLAM DUNK

** feel weird about wat i like ma? lolz...

hahaha... will tell you more about dragon ball next time... hehehe...

Chaoz**

YY

Time for Miracles - Adam Lambert

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cos living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cos I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
Baby can you feel it (can you)
You know I can hear it (hear it in my soul)
So can you feel it feel it
You know it’s time

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
You know
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cos I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us

Shin Chan is back~~~~

我已忘了从何时起...

它~~~~

我最喜爱的它~~~

已被我锁在衣橱里了...

因为我觉得只要不看，不理...

心里就会好过一些些的说...

记得第一个学期...

我把它带来了金宝...

因为三个月的大放假...

舍不得它留在金宝...

又把它抱了回家~~~哈哈...

过后，因为某些事... 它就这样被我锁了起来...

好内疚噢~~~可怜的小新~~~~

对不起哦~~~

直到这阵子...

才鼓起了勇气...

把它解放出来~~

不再想压抑自己...

喜欢的~~~ 就要好好珍惜~~~

我会好好疼你的哦小新~~~哈哈哈哈

我也已忘了...

是我影响了那个他...

还是他影响了这个我...

又或是我们都那么的钟爱它...

不过... 我从小就很热爱它~~~

虽然...

有时会觉得它很无厘头...

不知该说它天真还是什么...

一部部相同的片子...

我可以重复又重复的看~~~

好像百看不腻的~~~

上阵子...

看到新闻报道...

得知臼井仪人离世的消息...

伤心了许多天...

尽管如此...

它永远都会在我心中~~

永远的小新~~~

小云

Lee Sun's Wedding 14.11.09

Hahahaha... I dun like November last year... Especially 14 November... hee... But, 14 November of this year means alot to me.... hahaha... My best friend.... LEE SUN's wedding party... hahaha....

Yes... She is first of my best friends get married... hahahaha... very happy for her...

I felt very lucky get chance to attend her wedding party... (P/S: Thanks god UTAR mid-test didn't at 14 November...) hahahaha... But, sadly only 5 of us are able to attend this party... Sob... Most of them are in theirs final exam... GAMBATEH OHH~~~~~ Although you guys cannot attend this... but... I will share my memories with you all... kekekeke...

~~Gla Gla and my ex-monitor, Pei Yee~~

~~ Lee Sun and Foong Mun~~

~~ Lee Sun and Chai Peng~~

~~ YY and Mun~~~

~~YY and Sun~~

~~ Gla Gla and Sun~~

~~My lovely Sun~~~WOW... (still belongs to me meh?!)

~~Peng and YY~~

Very busy these 2 days... and I need to back KAMPAR again tomorrow morning... =.=... abit sad for it... hahahah... Nvm... I will back again on 25 November 2009.... see you all again ya... hahahahha...

~~~~Need to be XING FU ohh Sun~~~~

Slp lor... NITEZ ya... Hee...

YY chao~~

random random~~~

明天是这小学期的第一个小考...

小考小考...

却不是普通的小考...

它却占了总考的四十巴仙...

比起普通的小小考...

既让人精神抖擞... 又害怕...

不知道怎么了...

这次的我却很轻松...

总觉得很无力... 不知怎么了...

虽然... 应该读的...我已马马虎虎的的敷衍过了...

剩余的时间... 却不想再埋没在书上了...

我... 又懒了...

haizz... 希望明天的我不会为今天的我感到后悔...

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈....

明天...

又可以开开心心的回家咯~~~~~

槟城的空气永远都比金宝来得香~~~

我又要重生咯~~~~

我爱槟城... 吾爱吾家~~~~

祝我考试顺利吧~~~

哈哈哈...

加油哦大家~~~~

明天会更好哦~~~~~~

yy

Don't touch it...

Something.... deep inside my heart...

I dun 1 to touch it ever again...

I prefer to... lock it in my heart...

those unhappy things... I try to 4get...

those happy things... It makes me move on...

I know... I know...

I know I can... I can do it...

Something which unhappy...

Can please don't remind it again to me...

I dunno how to give any respond...

Because... I choose to be HAAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

From this moment ONWARDS...

I just wan to be ME...

To lee sun... Congratz again...

I am looking forward to your wedding party...

Wishes you~~~~

please don't bring out any sadness those hide in my heart... It just belongs to me... YY's properties...

yy

雨后的彩虹

This is shared by my best friend... She is not happy nowadays... L.Yong~~ sad to hear something bad news from you... but you know I will always be there for you... supporting you always... As usual~~~ be happy...

世事没有像彩虹般的美..

也没有童话故事里的结局..

只有人们如何坚强的面对与解决..

放眼望去..

有多少人能越过障碍..

又有多少人就此放弃而颓废..

如何抉择那就见仁见智了..

生命就这么的短, 这么的脆弱..

人没有回头路..

没有机会 game over 后又重来..

抱握当下不更为实际吗?

未来漫漫长路..

为自己生命喝彩..

踏着不好的回忆往前走..

走一次无悔的路吧..

我们一定会见到雨后的彩虹~~~~

live life without regrets and be happy to enjoy everyone we have now~~~

EVERY MOMENT COUNTS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

chao

yy .... ...

Sad post

I duno how to describe my mood rite now... Is empty... due to 2nite news... The latest news of star online... 2 people from utar died... http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/1/nation/20091101185713&sec=nation I remember I saw him in lecturer hall last week... and I won't meet him and her any more... Sad...

The news is just remind me one of my best friends, childhood best friend... he died when I am in my lower fix... Ah Yam... All things appears in my mind again...

haizz... pray for them... rest in peace Ah Yam, James and another Utarian...

Calm down-ing...

Disappointed post...

Hi... Long time didn't update... sorry... Busy prepared for my final exam... Enjoyed my holidays... and started new SHORT semester... haha...

Sad to say... I not really like this new semester... I can't even sleep well last night... Yupz... There is a reason... But I really dun 1 to touch it here... Feel disappointed to YOU... (if you know who you are...) Seriously, I felt you are "horrible"... I dunno what is the meaning of best friend for you... plus this is not the first time you made it to me... is N times you know... I really felt you care to me at that moment, that is why I would spelt out my feeling with you... If your "care" would cause somebody else get hurt... PLEASE save it!! It doesn't consider cares... Feel disappointed to MYSELF (I can't even remember I made it... find no reason to forgive myself)...

Dunno what to say... I felt so sorry to both of you and I think you know who are you... SORRY... I dun even know it will become like that... (I have somethings for you 2 in my new blog...)

Chaoz...

YY

Empty

Hahaha... This only to cover up my "MOOD" 2day... I felt so empty the whole day... LOL... I am thinking for the reasons... y 2day I am so different... totally like a stranger... =.=... Bcoz of "someone"? Bcoz of studies? Bcoz of what? I don't even know... People said describe it as EMO... But, I think I am not an EMO gal rite? LOL... I don't even what I think now... I suppose should be very busy to prepare for my final exam... but I am not... recently... I totally lost my way to study... seriously... I keep telling myself that I cannot play play anymore... I need to care of it more... But what i said and what i think are totally different... LOLZ... only this word... "try my best" LOL... **sorry, 3 words jor*** LOL...

nothing I can think for now... LOL... so... STOP THINKING... WORK HARD WORK HARD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

duno when i nee can stop hurting myself...

hope laugh can cover all the things... both we like and dislike... Hope all people will be happy... LOL.... HEHEHEHEHE

chaoz

YY

Calm-ING down~~~~

hahahahahahha... Erm... 2day is just a day... LOL LOL LOL... I disallow me to down anymore... I need to calm down... Calm down... start accept the fact... Yupz... It changes alot to us... As a best friend, as a classmate, as a roommate, as a housemate... LOL... May be I will felling WEIRD in first few weeks... But I know I will... I will go through... That is my life... That is just a challenge, a practice to me... THANKS YOU GOD!!! Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu... LOLLLLLLLLL.....

Erm... something that I need to say to AK... Sorry... if I doing anything hurt you... Sorry... I just care about you... If you feel sad... SORRY... I AM SO SORRY... I know a word sorry will not cover everything... I know we all are mad recently... You are always my best frd... no matter where you are, who you are... AK IS STILL AK!!! nothing will change to it... everything remain the same... AS OUR FRIENDSHIP... LAST FOREVER...

Hope that you will be better in ur life... SMILE OHH...

You all are my rainbow... THAT WHAT I CHERISH FOREVER...

You all mean alot to me...

WE ARE ALWAYS 2GETHER...

**chao

YY

speechless

I think... I think... What happen 2day is just let me realised thing does not go on the way you want... If according to business, it is called UNCERTAINTY... FULL OF UNCERTAINTY... LOL...

I dunno how to describe it, the matter related to previous post. Only thing I can say, it just a disappointed day... hahaha...

Chao**

YY

to ak...

今天的我很不开心... 原因呢？她要走了。她就要离开我们了，离开81号， 离开tutorial2, 离开了... 真的就这样离开了吗？我很难以相信... 总告诉自己， 这不是真的... 不会的... 哪知道... 坚决的她... 就一意孤行的决定离开我们了... 她就想带着她那所谓“无形的翅膀”向着她那所谓的“天空”去... 今天的我， 不敢朝她的眼睛看去... 我很怕... 怕我再也阻止我不到我的眼泪狂飙... 还剩下三个小时多... 三个小时以后的我们... 会怎样？我不敢去想...

读书和做工， 哪一个是最好的选择？我想... 这没有一份百分百的答案... 如果我问那些打工的人...他们会选择读书... 因为他们体会到打工仔的苦衷... 如果我问那些读书的人，他们会说他们会选择做工... 这是他们唯一的解脱吗？他们没有想到外面“如狼似虎”的世界... 自己真的适合吗？自己的反应过来吗？自己准备好了吗？如果如果如果... 这都是如果... 但能确定的一件事... 你读好书了... 你就不会后悔了... 永远都不会后悔...

打工一族... 如果你们已经完成了你们的 “读书的使命” 的话... 我深信你会无悔的告诉我... 你做到了... 虽然可能你对你工作上的事情而觉得不满意... 但你都会是开心的... 你会告诉自己...“我已把我所能做的都做完了... 我己无怨无悔...”

打工一族... 如果你完成不了你的“使命”... 现在的你... 是不是在向往从前... 向往从前读书的快乐... 羡慕你的旧同学... 为什么别人的做到,别人能毕业? 就因为当时的你少了那一点点的坚持吗？你已后悔你当时的那一种冲动... 你会悔恨你当时的那一股冲劲... 我相信如果时间可以从来... 你会毫不犹豫地... 把你那当时的那一种冲动，那一股冲劲，哪一个决定给磨灭！！！

学生啊学生~~~ 现在的压力... 比起做工... 它是那么的渺渺渺渺渺渺渺渺小！！！现在的你... 可能觉得没有什么比读书更来得痛苦了... 我想告诉你... 其实没有什么会比读书来得更幸福... 别被你现在所感到的压力而换成你终身的遗憾... 别告诉你的儿女“记得好好读书不要向爸爸妈妈一样”... 而你要告诉你的儿女“你要好好读书，要比爸爸妈妈做得更好”。 你知道吗？现在的你克服不了的读书的压力... 更何况是将来呢？你将来来所要面对的... 是几千几百种压力... 如果想比起你读书的压力... 你现在的压力简直就是小儿科！！！

我好希望好希望，你会好好的好好的... 认认真真地深思一下... 深思一下我们想的...我们做的...我的战友~~~ 我好想好想我们可以一起打完那一场战... 完成我们当初的梦想... 我会等你的...

让我们一同走下去...

我们能的！！！ 你能的！！

out of difficulty make MIRACLE!!

今天的我看到我们都流泪了...

Give you one song...

坚持

头前的路不知多长多呢苦

看不着走着一步算一步
雨水那落已经沾湿阮衫裤
这阵风只是乎阮的心更加坚强
成功的背后抹哉有多少苦楚
阮选择的路一定坚持到成功
坚定的心伴阮向前走
请你会记着阮的名
有人出世着好命
阮是用生命底打拚
抹惊失败慢慢向前走
运命不是天注定
只是用心来打拚
一定唱出阮的名

Happy Birthday to Har...

Hahahahhahaa... As usual... I will start with HAHAHAHAHAHAHA in my post... LOL... ERM... 2day mean very special to me... ENG HAR birthday!!! LOL... We are so happy... so HIGH... LOL

Yum Yum~~~~

I love u all... kekekeke...

Joanna~~~~~~

Hmm... Joanna too~~~ LOL!!

Har!!! Wishes come true ya!!

What Beng want to kiss? LOL

Finally I get to eat.... CAKE d!!! LOL...

We again... Love u all~~

Me and my lovely hoon hoon... keke...

Seriously... I love all of you... MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA...

How about you to me?

Chao**

YY

Please remind YY

PLEASE!!!! Please remind YY EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTES, EVERY SECOND... YY!!! You must always SMILE!!! Hahahahhahaha... She needs ur helps!!! LOL!!!

Final exams are just around the corner... I still got 4 weeks left... Many things... Many things... NOT YET DONE!!!! LOL... (YY is smiling... hahahahahaha) This semester, I not really put so much effort on... I dunno y? hahahahaha... I am thinking... I will not appear in President List this semester... But do really pray me on Dean's List... PRAY FOR ME... After back Kampar... I really need to calm down my mind!!! CALM DOWN!!! Is time to focus on exams!!! YY WAKE UP!!! Anyone!!! Please come and SLAP ME!!! ***** BLA BLA*******


我的心情怎么了？我还在逗留吗?
原来我...


chao***
YY

Jz to share with u all... from internet...

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她! 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

After reading all of these, what appear in ur mind?